Hey zsu, you seem like an awesome guy with good intentions!
Unfortunately, it looks like you're pretty new to the forums and you haven't quite made yourself familiar with the server. I suggest checking this out http://meepcraft.com/threads/phoenixpuppy-should-i-apply-for-helper.20577/ and coming back when you think you're ready. Good luck!
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Hi there Guest! You should join our Minecraft server @ meepcraft.com
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We also have a Discord server that you can join @ https://discord.gg/B4shfCZjYx